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Allen Ginsberg - HowlAllen Ginsberg - Howl
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I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by         madness, starving hysterical naked, dragging themselves through the negro streets at dawn         looking for an angry fix, angelheaded hipsters burning for the ancient heavenly         connection to the starry dynamo in the machin-         ery of night, who poverty and tatters and hollow-eyed and high sat         up smoking in the supernatural darkness of         cold-water flats floating across the tops of cities         contemplating jazz, who bared their brains to Heaven under the El and         saw Mohammedan angels staggering on tene-         ment roofs illuminated, who passed through universities with radiant cool eyes         hallucinating Arkansas and Blake-light tragedy         among the scholars of war, who were expelled from the academies for crazy &         publishing obscene odes on the windows of the         skull, who cowered in unshaven rooms in underwear, burn-         ing their money in wastebaskets and listening         to the Terror through the wall, who got busted in their pubic beards returning through         Laredo with a belt of marijuana for New York, who ate fire in paint hotels or drank turpentine in         Paradise Alley, death, or purgatoried their         torsos night after night with dreams, with drugs, with waking nightmares, al-         cohol and cock and endless balls, incomparable blind; streets of shuddering cloud and         lightning in the mind leaping toward poles of         Canada & Paterson, illuminating all the mo-         tionless world of Time between, Peyote solidities of halls, backyard green tree cemetery         dawns, wine drunkenness over the rooftops,         storefront boroughs of teahead joyride neon         blinking traffic light, sun and moon and tree         vibrations in the roaring winter dusks of Brook-         lyn, ashcan rantings and kind king light of mind, who chained themselves to subways for the endless         ride from Battery to holy Bronx on benzedrine         until the noise of wheels and children brought         them down shuddering mouth-wracked and         battered bleak of brain all drained of brilliance         in the drear light of Zoo, who sank all night in submarine light of Bickford`s         floated out and sat through the stale beer after         noon in desolate Fugazzi`s, listening to the crack         of doom on the hydrogen jukebox, who talked continuously seventy hours from park to         pad to bar to Bellevue to museum to the Brook-         lyn Bridge, lost battalion of platonic conversationalists jumping         down the stoops off fire escapes off windowsills         off Empire State out of the moon, yacketayakking screaming vomiting whispering facts         and memories and anecdotes and eyeball kicks         and shocks of hospitals and jails and wars, whole intellects disgorged in total recall for seven days         and nights with brilliant eyes, meat for the         Synagogue cast on the pavement, who vanished into nowhere Zen New Jersey leaving a         trail of ambiguous picture postcards of Atlantic         City Hall, suffering Eastern sweats and Tangerian bone-grind-         ings and migraines of China under junk-with-         drawal in Newark`s bleak furnished room, who wandered around and around at midnight in the         railroad yard wondering where to go, and went,         leaving no broken hearts, who lit cigarettes in boxcars boxcars boxcars racketing         through snow toward lonesome farms in grand-         father night, who studied Plotinus Poe St. John of the Cross telep-         athy and bop kabbalah because the cosmos in-         stinctively vibrated at their feet in Kansas, who loned it through the streets of Idaho seeking vis-         ionary indian angels who were visionary indian         angels, who thought they were only mad when Baltimore         gleamed in supernatural ecstasy, who jumped in limousines with the Chinaman of Okla-         homa on the impulse of winter midnight street         light smalltown rain, who lounged hungry and lonesome through Houston         seeking jazz or sex or soup, and followed the         brilliant Spaniard to converse about America         and Eternity, a hopeless task, and so took ship         to Africa, who disappeared into the volcanoes of Mexico leaving         behind nothing but the shadow of dungarees         and the lava and ash of poetry scattered in fire         place Chicago, who reappeared on the West Coast investigating the         F.B.I. in beards and shorts with big pacifist         eyes sexy in their dark skin passing out incom-         prehensible leaflets, who burned cigarette holes in their arms protesting         the narcotic tobacco haze of Capitalism, who distributed Supercommunist pamphlets in Union         Square weeping and undressing while the sirens         of Los Alamos wailed them down, and wailed         down Wall, and the Staten Island ferry also         wailed, who broke down crying in white gymnasiums naked         and trembling before the machinery of other         skeletons, who bit detectives in the neck and shrieked with delight         in policecars for committing no crime but their         own wild cooking pederasty and intoxication, who howled on their knees in the subway and were         dragged off the roof waving genitals and manu-         scripts, who let themselves be fucked in the ass by saintly         motorcyclists, and screamed with joy, who blew and were blown by those human seraphim,         the sailors, caresses of Atlantic and Caribbean         love, who balled in the morning in the evenings in rose         gardens and the grass of public parks and         cemeteries scattering their semen freely to         whomever come who may, who hiccuped endlessly trying to giggle but wound up         with a sob behind a partition in a Turkish Bath         when the blond & naked angel came to pierce         them with a sword, who lost their loveboys to the three old shrews of fate         the one eyed shrew of the heterosexual dollar         the one eyed shrew that winks out of the womb         and the one eyed shrew that does nothing but         sit on her ass and snip the intellectual golden         threads of the craftsman`s loom, who copulated ecstatic and insatiate with a bottle of         beer a sweetheart a package of cigarettes a can-         dle and fell off the bed, and continued along         the floor and down the hall and ended fainting         on the wall with a vision of ultimate cunt and         come eluding the last gyzym of consciousness, who sweetened the snatches of a million girls trembling         in the sunset, and were red eyed in the morning         but prepared to sweeten the snatch of the sun         rise, flashing buttocks under barns and naked         in the lake, who went out whoring through Colorado in myriad         stolen night-cars, N.C., secret hero of these         poems, cocksman and Adonis of Denver-joy         to the memory of his innumerable lays of girls         in empty lots & diner backyards, moviehouses`         rickety rows, on mountaintops in caves or with         gaunt waitresses in familiar roadside lonely pet-         ticoat upliftings & especially secret gas-station         solipsisms of johns, & hometown alleys too, who faded out in vast sordid movies, were shifted in         dreams, woke on a sudden Manhattan, and         picked themselves up out of basements hung         over with heartless Tokay and horrors of Third         Avenue iron dreams & stumbled to unemploy-         ment offices, who walked all night with their shoes full of blood on         the snowbank docks waiting for a door in the         East River to open to a room full of steamheat         and opium, who created great suicidal dramas on the apartment         cliff-banks of the Hudson under the wartime         blue floodlight of the moon & their heads shall         be crowned with laurel in oblivion, who ate the lamb stew of the imagination or digested         the crab at the muddy bottom of the rivers of         Bowery, who wept at the romance of the streets with their         pushcarts full of onions and bad music, who sat in boxes breathing in the darkness under the         bridge, and rose up to build harpsichords in         their lofts, who coughed on the sixth floor of Harlem crowned         with flame under the tubercular sky surrounded         by orange crates of theology, who scribbled all night rocking and rolling over lofty         incantations which in the yellow morning were         stanzas of gibberish, who cooked rotten animals lung heart feet tail borsht         & tortillas dreaming of the pure vegetable         kingdom, who plunged themselves under meat trucks looking for         an egg, who threw their watches off the roof to cast their ballot         for Eternity outside of Time, & alarm clocks         fell on their heads every day for the next decade, who cut their wrists three times successively unsuccess-         fully, gave up and were forced to open antique         stores where they thought they were growing         old and cried, who were burned alive in their innocent flannel suits         on Madison Avenue amid blasts of leaden verse         & the tanked-up clatter of the iron regiments         of fashion & the nitroglycerine shrieks of the         fairies of advertising & the mustard gas of sinis-         ter intelligent editors, or were run down by the         drunken taxicabs of Absolute Reality, who jumped off the Brooklyn Bridge this actually hap-         pened and walked away unknown and forgotten         into the ghostly daze of Chinatown soup alley         ways & firetrucks, not even one free beer, who sang out of their windows in despair, fell out of         the subway window, jumped in the filthy Pas-         saic, leaped on negroes, cried all over the street,         danced on broken wineglasses barefoot smashed         phonograph records of nostalgic European         1930s German jazz finished the whiskey and         threw up groaning into the bloody toilet, moans         in their ears and the blast of colossal steam         whistles, who barreled down the highways of the past journeying         to each other`s hotrod-Golgotha jail-solitude         watch or Birmingham jazz incarnation, who drove crosscountry seventytwo hours to find out         if I had a vision or you had a vision or he had         a vision to find out Eternity, who journeyed to Denver, who died in Denver, who         came back to Denver & waited in vain, who         watched over Denver & brooded & loned in         Denver and finally went away to find out the         Time, & now Denver is lonesome for her heroes, who fell on their knees in hopeless cathedrals praying         for each other`s salvation and light and breasts,         until the soul illuminated its hair for a second, who crashed through their minds in jail waiting for         impossible criminals with golden heads and the         charm of reality in their hearts who sang sweet         blues to Alcatraz, who retired to Mexico to cultivate a habit, or Rocky         Mount to tender Buddha or Tangiers to boys         or Southern Pacific to the black locomotive or         Harvard to Narcissus to Woodlawn to the         daisychain or grave, who demanded sanity trials accusing the radio of hyp         notism & were left with their insanity & their         hands & a hung jury, who threw potato salad at CCNY lecturers on Dadaism         and subsequently presented themselves on the         granite steps of the madhouse with shaven heads         and harlequin speech of suicide, demanding in-         stantaneous lobotomy, and who were given instead the concrete void of insulin         Metrazol electricity hydrotherapy psycho-         therapy occupational therapy pingpong &         amnesia, who in humorless protest overturned only one symbolic         pingpong table, resting briefly in catatonia, returning years later truly bald except for a wig of         blood, and tears and fingers, to the visible mad         man doom of the wards of the madtowns of the         East, Pilgrim State`s Rockland`s and Greystone`s foetid         halls, bickering with the echoes of the soul, rock-         ing and rolling in the midnight solitude-bench         dolmen-realms of love, dream of life a night-         mare, bodies turned to stone as heavy as the         moon, with mother finally *, and the last fantastic book         flung out of the tenement window, and the last         door closed at 4. A.M. and the last telephone         slammed at the wall in reply and the last fur-         nished room emptied down to the last piece of         mental furniture, a yellow paper rose twisted         on a wire hanger in the closet, and even that         imaginary, nothing but a hopeful little bit of         hallucination ah, Carl, while you are not safe I am not safe, and         now you`re really in the total animal soup of         time and who therefore ran through the icy streets obsessed         with a sudden flash of the alchemy of the use         of the ellipse the catalog the meter & the vibrat-         ing plane, who dreamt and made incarnate gaps in Time & Space         through images juxtaposed, and trapped the         archangel of the soul between 2 visual images         and joined the elemental verbs and set the noun         and dash of consciousness together jumping         with sensation of Pater Omnipotens Aeterna         Deus to recreate the syntax and measure of poor human         prose and stand before you speechless and intel-         ligent and shaking with shame, rejected yet con-         fessing out the soul to conform to the rhythm         of thought in his naked and endless head, the madman bum and angel beat in Time, unknown,         yet putting down here what might be left to say         in time come after death, and rose reincarnate in the ghostly clothes of jazz in         the goldhorn shadow of the band and blew the         suffering of America`s naked mind for love into         an eli eli lamma lamma sabacthani saxophone         cry that shivered the cities down to the last radio with the absolute heart of the poem of life butchered         out of their own bodies good to eat a thousand         years. II What sphinx of cement and aluminum bashed open         their skulls and ate up their brains and imagi-         nation? Moloch! Solitude! Filth! Ugliness! Ashcans and unob         tainable dollars! Children screaming under the         stairways! Boys sobbing in armies! Old men         weeping in the parks! Moloch! Moloch! Nightmare of Moloch! Moloch the         loveless! Mental Moloch! Moloch the heavy         judger of men! Moloch the incomprehensible prison! Moloch the         crossbone soulless jailhouse and Congress of         sorrows! Moloch whose buildings are judgment!         Moloch the vast stone of war! Moloch the stun-         ned governments! Moloch whose mind is pure machinery! Moloch whose         blood is running money! Moloch whose fingers         are ten armies! Moloch whose breast is a canni-         bal dynamo! Moloch whose ear is a smoking         tomb! Moloch whose eyes are a thousand blind windows!         Moloch whose skyscrapers stand in the long         streets like endless Jehovahs! Moloch whose fac-         tories dream and croak in the fog! Moloch whose         smokestacks and antennae crown the cities! Moloch whose love is endless oil and stone! Moloch         whose soul is electricity and banks! Moloch         whose poverty is the specter of genius! Moloch         whose fate is a cloud of sexless hydrogen!         Moloch whose name is the Mind! Moloch in whom I sit lonely! Moloch in whom I dream         Angels! Crazy in Moloch! Cocksucker in         Moloch! Lacklove and manless in Moloch! Moloch who entered my soul early! Moloch in whom         I am a consciousness without a body! Moloch         who frightened me out of my natural ecstasy!         Moloch whom I abandon! Wake up in Moloch!         Light streaming out of the sky! Moloch! Moloch! Robot apartments! invisible suburbs!         skeleton treasuries! blind capitals! demonic         industries! spectral nations! invincible mad         houses! granite cocks! monstrous bombs! They broke their backs lifting Moloch to Heaven! Pave-         ments, trees, radios, tons! lifting the city to         Heaven which exists and is everywhere about         us! Visions! omens! hallucinations! miracles! ecstasies!         gone down the American river! Dreams! adorations! illuminations! religions! the whole         boatload of sensitive bullshit! Breakthroughs! over the river! flips and crucifixions!         gone down the flood! Highs! Epiphanies! De-         spairs! Ten years` animal screams and suicides!         Minds! New loves! Mad generation! down on         the rocks of Time! Real holy laughter in the river! They saw it all! the         wild eyes! the holy yells! They bade farewell!         They jumped off the roof! to solitude! waving!         carrying flowers! Down to the river! into the         street! III Carl Solomon! I`m with you in Rockland         where you`re madder than I am I`m with you in Rockland         where you must feel very strange I`m with you in Rockland         where you imitate the shade of my mother I`m with you in Rockland         where you`ve murdered your twelve secretaries I`m with you in Rockland         where you laugh at this invisible humor I`m with you in Rockland         where we are great writers on the same dreadful         typewriter I`m with you in Rockland         where your condition has become serious and         is reported on the radio I`m with you in Rockland         where the faculties of the skull no longer admit         the worms of the senses I`m with you in Rockland         where you drink the tea of the breasts of the         spinsters of Utica I`m with you in Rockland         where you pun on the bodies of your nurses the         harpies of the Bronx I`m with you in Rockland         where you scream in a straightjacket that you`re         losing the game of the actual pingpong of the         abyss I`m with you in Rockland         where you bang on the catatonic piano the soul         is innocent and immortal it should never die         ungodly in an armed madhouse I`m with you in Rockland         where fifty more shocks will never return your         soul to its body again from its pilgrimage to a         cross in the void I`m with you in Rockland         where you accuse your doctors of insanity and         plot the Hebrew socialist revolution against the         fascist national Golgotha I`m with you in Rockland         where you will split the heavens of Long Island         and resurrect your living human Jesus from the         superhuman tomb I`m with you in Rockland         where there are twenty-five-thousand mad com-         rades all together singing the final stanzas of         the Internationale I`m with you in Rockland         where we hug and kiss the United States under         our bedsheets the United States that coughs all         night and won`t let us sleep I`m with you in Rockland         where we wake up electrified out of the coma         by our own souls` airplanes roaring over the         roof they`ve come to drop angelic bombs the         hospital illuminates itself imaginary walls col-         lapse O skinny legions run outside O starry         spangled shock of mercy the eternal war is         here O victory forget your underwear we`re         free I`m with you in Rockland         in my dreams you walk dripping from a sea-         journey on the highway across America in tears         to the door of my cottage in the Western night
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