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Anne Sexton - The House
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In dreams 
the same bad dream goes on. 
Like some gigantic German toy 
the house has been rebuilt 
upon its kelly-green lawn. 
The same dreadful set, 
the same family of orange and pink faces 
carved and dressed up like puppets 
who wait for their jaws to open and shut. 
Nineteen forty-two, 
nineteen forty-three, 
nineteen forty-four… 
it`s all the same. We`re at war. 
They`ve rationed the gas for all three cars. 
The Lincoln Continental breathes in its stall, 
a hopped up greyhound waiting to be sprung. 
The Irish boy 
who dated her 
(lace curtain Irish, her mother said) 
urges her through the lead-colored garages 
to feel the patent-leather fenders 
and peek at the mileage. 
All that money! 
and kisses too. 
Kisses that stick in the mouth 
like the vinegar candy she used to pull 
with her buttery fingers, pull 
until it was white like a dog`s bone, 
white, thick and impossible to chew. 
Father, 
an exact likeness, 
his face bloated and pink 
with black market scotch, 
sits out his monthly bender 
in his custom-made pajamas 
and shouts, his tongue as quick as galloping horses, 
shouts into the long distance telephone call. 
His mouth is as wide as his kiss. 
Mother, 
with just the right gesture, 
kicks her shoes off, 
but is made all wrong, 
impossibly frumpy as she sits there 
in her alabaster dressing room 
sorting her diamonds like a bank teller 
to see if they add up. 
The maid 
as thin as a pencil stick, 
holds dinner as usual, 
rubs her angry knuckles over the porcelain sink 
and grumbles at the gun-shy bird dog. 
She knows something is going on. 
She pricks a baked potato. 
The aunt, 
older than all the crooked women 
in The Brothers Grimm, 
leans by a gooseneck lamp in her second floor suite, 
turns up her earphone to eavesdrop 
and continues to knit, 
her needles working like kitchen shears 
and her breasts blown out like two 
pincushions. 
The houseboy, 
a quick-eyed Filipino, 
slinks by like a Japanese spy 
from French Provincial room 
to French Provincial room, 
emptying the ash trays and plumping up 
the down upholstery. 
His jacket shines, old shiny black, 
a wise undertaker. 
The milkman walks in his cartoon 
every other day in the snoozy dawn, 
rattling his bottles like a piggy bank. 
And gardeners come, six at a time, 
pulling petunias and hairy angel bells 
up through the mulch. 
This one again, made vaguely and cruelly, 
one eye green and one eye blue, 
has the only major walk-on so far, 
has walked from her afternoon date 
past the waiting baked potatoes, 
past the flashing back of the Japanese spy, 
up the cotton batten stairs, 
past the clicking and unclicking of the earphones, 
turns here at the hall 
by the diamonds that she`ll never earn 
and the bender that she kissed last night 
among thick set stars, the floating bed 
and the strange white key… 
up like a skein of yarn, 
up another flight into the penthouse, 
to slam the door on all the years 
she`ll have to live through… 
the sailor who she won`t with, 
the boys who will walk on 
from Andover, Exeter and St. Marks, 
the boys who will walk off with pale unlined faces, 
to slam the door on all the days she`ll stay the same 
and never ask why and never think who to ask, 
to slam the door and rip off her orange blouse. 
Father, father, I wish I were dead. 
At thirty-five 
she`ll dream she`s dead 
or else she`ll dream she`s back. 
All day long the house sits 
larger than Russia 
gleaming like a cured hide in the sun. 
All day long the machine waits: rooms, 
stairs, carpets, furniture, people — 
those people who stand at the open windows like objects 
waiting to topple.
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