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Robert Nichols - NovemberRobert Nichols - November
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    As I walk the misty hill     All is languid, fogged, and still;     Not a note of any bird     Nor any motion`s hint is heard,     Save from soaking thickets round     Trickle or water`s rushing sound,     And from ghostly trees the drip     Of runnel dews or whispering slip     Of leaves, which in a body launch     Listlessly from the stagnant branch     To strew the marl, already strown,     With litter sodden as its own,     A rheum, like blight, hangs on the briars,     And from the clammy ground suspires     A sweet frail sick autumnal scent     Of stale frost furring weeds long spent;     And wafted on, like one who sleeps,     A feeble vapour hangs or creeps,     Exhaling on the fungus mould     A breath of age, fatigue, and cold.     Oozed from the bracken`s desolate track,     By dark rains havocked and drenched black.     A fog about the coppice drifts,     Or slowly thickens up and lifts     Into the moist, despondent air.     Mist, grief, and stillness everywhere....     And in me, too, there is no sound     Save welling as of tears profound,     Where in me cloud, grief, stillness reign,     And an intolerable pain     Begins.             Rolled on as in a flood there come     Memories of childhood, boyhood, home,     And that which, sudden, pangs me most,     Thought of the first-belov`d, long lost,     Too easy lost! My cold lips frame     Tremulously the familiar name,     Unheard of her upon my breath:     `Elizabeth. Elizabeth.`     No voice answers on the hill,     All is shrouded, sad, and still ...     Stillness, fogged brakes, and fog on high.     Only in me the waters cry     Who mourn the hours now slipped for ever,     Hours of boding, joy, and fever,     When we loved, by chance beguiled,     I a boy and you a child     Child! but with an angel`s air,     Astonished, eager, unaware,     Or elfin`s, wandering with a grace     Foreign to any fireside race,     And with a gaiety unknown     In the light feet and hair backblown,     And with a sadness yet more strange,     In meagre cheeks which knew to change     Or faint or fired more swift than sight,     And forlorn hands and lips pressed white,     And fragile voice, and head downcast,     Hiding tears, lifted at the last     To speed with one pale smile the wise     Glance of the grey immortal eyes.     How strange it was that we should dare     Compound a miracle so rare     As, `twixt this pace and Time`s next pace,     Each to discern th` elected`s face!     Yet stranger that the high sweet fire,     In hearts nigh foreign to desire,     Could burn, sigh, weep, and burn again     As oh, it never has since then!     Most strange of all that we so young     Dared learn but would not speak love`s tongue,     Love pledged but in the reveries     Of our sad and dreaming eyes....     Now upon such journey bound me,     Grief, disquiet, and stillness round me,     As bids me where I cannot tell,     Turn I and sigh, unseen, farewell.     Breathe the name as soft as mist,     Lips, which nor kissed her nor were kissed!     And again a sigh, a death     `Elizabeth. Elizabeth.`     No voice answers; but the mist     Glows for a moment amethyst     Ere the hid sun dissolves away,     And dimness, growing dimmer grey,     Hides all ... till nothing can I see     But the blind walls enclosing me,     And no sound and no motion hear     But the vague water throbbing near,     Sole voice upon the darkening hill     Where all is blank and dead and still.
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