William Matthews - Opening Her Jewel BoxWilliam Matthews - Opening Her Jewel Box
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She discovers a finish
of dust on the felt drawer-bottoms,
despite the long time
it`s been since she opened it
or wore lipstick. Sometimes she`s asked
"What are you thinking of?"
and she`s so startled she says
"Nothing," rather than describe
a mug with a bite-shaped chip
in its rim, or years ago
killing a cat with carbon monoxide
for love of a medical student.
It thrashed as far from the tailpipe
as the sack would stretch --
ball of fur in a taut lung
that wouldn`t work. The cat grew slack
and then grew stiff.
In biology class she`d used corpses
cold from formaldehyde, but
when they cut the cat it was warm
and the heat ran into her wrists.
There used to be two of these earrings.
Erotic memories, how they all
survive, though most of them
need a sentimental past
for a context, or have none,
chunks of space debris
turning in an icy light.
"Nothing in particular,"
she corrects herself out loud,
stunned by the speed of life --
she who used to curse boredom
"Daddy drive faster," she`d urge
because he wouldn`t. Time
to brush my hair, she tells
herself, then time to work.
Her hair pouts in clumps.
It`s always been thin, slow
to unsnarl. Easy does it.
She begins to sing, softly at first.
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