Philip Sidney - Astrophel And Stella-Fifth SongPhilip Sidney - Astrophel And Stella-Fifth Song
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While favor fed my hope, delight with hope was brought,
Thought waited on delight, and speech did follow thought;
Then drew my tongue and pen records unto thy glory:
I thought all words were lost, that were not spent of thee;
I thought each place was dark but where thy lights would be,
And all ears worse than deaf, that heard not out thy story.
I said thou wert most fair, and so indeed thou art;
I said thou wert most sweet, sweet poison to my heart;
I said my soul was thine (oh that I then had lied!)
I said thine eyes were stars, thy breasts the milk`n way;
Thy fingers Cupid`s shafts, thy voice the angels` lay:
And all I said so well, as no man it denied.
But now that hope is lost, unkindness kills delight;
Yet thought and speech do live, though metamorphos`d quite:
For Rage now rules the reins, which guided were by Pleasure.
I think now of thy faults, who late thought of thy praise;
That speech falls now to blame, which did thy honor raise;
The same key open can, which can lock up a treasure.
Thou then whom partial heavens conspir`d in one to frame,
The proof of Beauty`s worth, th`inheritrix of fame,
The mansion seat of bliss, and just excuse of lovers;
See now those feathers pluck`d, wherewith thou flewst most high:
See what clouds of reproach shall dark thy honor`s sky.
Whose own fault casts him down, hardly hhigh seat recovers.
And oh, my Muse, though oft you lull`d her in your lap,
And then a heav`nly child gave her ambrosian pap,
And to that brain of hers your hidd`nest gifts infus`d,
Since she, disdaining me, doth you in me disdain,
Suffer not her to laugh, while both we suffer pain:
Princes in subjects wrong`d, must deem themselves abus`d.
Your client poor my self, shall Stella handle so?
Revenge, revenge, my Muse! Defiance` trumpet blow:
Threat`n what may be done, yet do more than you threat`n.
An, my suit granted is; I feel my breast doth swell.
Now child, a lesson new you shall begin to spell:
Sweet babes must babies have, but shrewd girls must be beaten.
Think now no more to hear of warm fine-odor`d snow,
Nor blushing lilies, nor pearls` ruby-hidden row,
Nor of that golden sea, whose waves in curls are broken:
But of thy soul, so fraught with such ungratefulness,
As where thou soon mightst help, most faith dost most oppress,
Ungrateful who is call`d, the worst of evils is spoken.
Yet worse than worst, I say thou art a thief. A thief?
Now God forbid. A thief, and of worst thieves the chief:
Thieves steal for need, and steal but goods, which pain recovers,
But thou rich in all joys, dost rob my joys from me,
Which cannot be restor`d by time nor industry:
Of foes the spoil is evil, far worse of constant lovers.
Yet gentle English thieves do rob, but will not slay;
Thou English murd`ring thief, wilt have hearts for thy prey:
The name of murd`rer now on thy fair forehead sitteth:
And ev`n while I do speak, my death wounds bleeding be,
Which (I protest) proceed from only cruel thee:
Who may and will not save, murder in truth committeth.
But murder, private fault, seems but a toy to thee.
I lay then to thy charge unjustest tyranny,
If rule by force without all claim a tyrant showeth;
For thou dost lord my heart, who am not born thy slave,
And, which is worse, makes me, most guiltless, torments have;
A rightful prince by unright deeds a tyrant groweth.
Lo, you grow proud with this, for tyrants make folk bow:
Of foul rebellion then I do appeach thee now;
Rebel by Nature`s law, rebel by law of reason,
Thou, sweetest subject, wert born in the realm of Love,
And yet against thy prince thy force dost daily prove:
No virtue merits praise, once touch`d with blot of treason.
But valiant rebels oft in fools` mouths purchase fame:
I now then stain thy white with vagabonding shame,
Both rebel to the son, and vagrant from the mother;
For wearing Venus` badge in every part of thee,
Unot Diana`s train thou runaway didst flee:
Who faileth one, if false, though trusty to another.
What, is not this enough? Nay, far worse cometh here;
A witch I say thou art, though thou so fair appear;
For I protest, my sight ne`er thy face enjoyeth,
Bit I in me am chang`d, I am alive and dead:
My feet are turn`d to roots; my heart becometh lead;
No witchcraft is so evil, as which man`s mind destroyeth.
Yet witches may repent, thou art far worse than they.
Alas, that I am forc`d such evil of thee to say,
I say thou art a devil, though cloth`d in angel`s shining:
For thy face tempts my soul to leave the heav`n for thee,
And thy words of refuse, do pour ev`n hell on me:
Who tempt, and tempted plague, are devils in true defining.
You then, ungrateful thief, you murd`ring tyrant you,
You rebel runaway, to lord and lady untrue,
You witch, you devil (alas) you still of me belov`d,
You see what I can say; mend yet your froward mind,
And such skill in my Muse you reconcil`d shall find,
That all these cruel words your praises shall be prov`d.
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