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Thomas Moore - The Loves of the AngelsThomas Moore - The Loves of the Angels
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Till, startled by the breathing, nigh, Of lips that echoed back her sigh, Sudden her brow again she raised; And there, just lighted on the shrine, Beheld me—not as I had blazed Around her, full of light divine, In her late dreams, but softened down Into more mortal grace;—my crown Of flowers, too radiant for this world, Left hanging on yon starry steep; My wings shut up, like banners furled, When Peace hath put their pomp to sleep; Or like autumnal clouds that keep Their lightnings sheathed rather than mar The dawning hour of some young star; And nothing left but what beseemed The accessible, tho` glorious mate Of mortal woman—whose eyes beamed Back upon hers, as passionate; Whose ready heart brought flame for flame, Whose sin, whose madness was the same; And whose soul lost in that one hour For her and for her love—oh more Of heaven`s light than even the power Of heaven itself could now restore! And yet, that hour!— The Spirit here Stopt in his utterance as if words Gave way beneath the wild career Of his then rushing thoughts—like chords, Midway in some enthusiast`s song, Breaking beneath a touch too strong; While the clenched hand upon the brow Told how remembrance throbbed there now! But soon `twas o`er—that casual blaze From the sunk fire of other days— That relic of a flame whose burning Had been too fierce to be relumed, Soon passt away, and the youth turning To his bright listeners thus resumed:— Days, months elapsed, and, tho` what most On earth I sighed for was mine, all— Yet—was I happy? God, thou know`st, Howe`er they smile and feign and boast, What happiness is theirs, who fall! `Twas bitterest anguish—made more keen Even by the love, the bliss, between Whose throbs it came, like gleams of hell In agonizing cross-light given Athwart the glimpses, they who dwell In purgatory catch of heaven! The only feeling that to me Seemed joy—or rather my sole rest From aching misery—was to see My young, proud, blooming LILIS blest. She, the fair fountain of all ill To my lost soul—whom yet its thirst Fervidly panted after still, And found the charm fresh as at first— To see her happy—to reflect Whatever beams still round me played Of former pride, of glory wreckt, On her, my Moon, whose light I made, And whose soul worshipt even my shade— This was, I own, enjoyment—this My sole, last lingering glimpse of bliss. And proud she was, fair creature!—proud, Beyond what even most queenly stirs In woman`s heart, nor would have bowed That beautiful young brow of hers To aught beneath the First above, So high she deemed her Cherub`s love! Then too that passion hourly growing Stronger and stronger—to which even Her love at times gave way—of knowing Everything strange in earth and heaven; Not only all that, full revealed, The eternal ALLA loves to show, But all that He hath wisely sealed In darkness for man not to know— Even this desire, alas! ill-starred And fatal as it was, I sought To feed each minute, and unbarred Such realms of wonder on her thought As ne`er till then had let their light Escape on any mortal`s sight! In the deep earth—beneath the sea— Thro` caves of fire—thro` wilds of air— Wherever sleeping Mystery Had spread her curtain, we were there— Love still beside us as we went, At home in each new element And sure of worship everywhere! Then first was Nature taught to lay The wealth of all her kingdoms down At woman`s worshipt feet and say "Bright creature, this is all thine own!" Then first were diamonds from the night, Of earth`s deep centre brought to light And made to grace the conquering way Of proud young beauty with their ray. Then too the pearl from out its shell Unsightly, in the sunless sea, (As `twere a spirit, forced to dwell In form unlovely) was set free, And round the neck of woman threw A light it lent and borrowed too. For never did this maid—whate`er The ambition of the hour—forget Her sex`s pride in being fair; Nor that adornment, tasteful, rare, Which makes the mighty magnet, set In Woman`s form, more mighty yet. Nor was there aught within the range Of my swift wing in sea or air, Of beautiful or grand or strange, That, quickly as her wish could change, I did not seek, with such fond care, That when I`ve seen her look above At some bright star admiringly, I`ve said, "Nay, look not there, my love, "Alas, I cannot give it thee!" But not alone the wonders found Thro` Nature`s realm—the unveiled, material, Visible glories, that abound Thro` all her vast, enchanted ground— But whatsoe`er unseen, ethereal, Dwells far away from human sense, Wrapt in its own intelligence— The mystery of that Fountainhead, From which all vital spirit runs, All breath of Life, where`er `tis spread Thro` men or angels, flowers or suns— The workings of the Almighty Mind, When first o`er Chaos he designed The outlines of this world, and thro` That depth of darkness—like the bow, Called out of rain-clouds hue by hue Saw the grand, gradual picture grow;— The covenant with human kind By ALLA made—the chains of Fate He round himself and them hath twined, Till his high task he consummate;— Till good from evil, love from hate, Shall be workt out thro` sin and pain, And Fate shall loose her iron chain And all be free, be bright again! Such were the deep-drawn mysteries, And some, even more obscure, profound, And wildering to the mind than these, Which—far as woman`s thought could sound, Or a fallen, outlawed spirit reach— She dared to learn and I to teach. Till—filled with such unearthly lore, And mingling the pure light it brings With much that fancy had before Shed in false, tinted glimmerings— The enthusiast girl spoke out, as one Inspired, among her own dark race, Who from their ancient shrines would run, Leaving their holy rites undone, To gaze upon her holier face. And tho` but wild the things she spoke, Yet mid that play of error`s smoke Into fair shapes by fancy curled, Some gleams of pure religion broke— Glimpses that have not yet awoke, But startled the still dreaming world! Oh! many a truth, remote, sublime, Which Heaven would from the minds of men Have kept concealed till its own time, Stole out in these revealments then— Revealments dim that have forerun, By ages, the great, Sealing One! Like that imperfect dawn or light Escaping from the Zodiac`s signs, Which makes the doubtful east half bright, Before the real morning shines! Thus did some moons of bliss go by— Of bliss to her who saw but love And knowledge throughout earth and sky; To whose enamored soul and eye I seemed—as is the sun on high— The light of all below, above, The spirit of sea and land and air, Whose influence, felt everywhere, Spread from its centre, her own heart, Even to the world`s extremest part; While thro` that world her rainless mind Had now careered so fast and far, That earth itself seemed left behind And her proud fancy unconfined Already saw Heaven`s gates ajar! Happy enthusiast! still, oh! still Spite of my own heart`s mortal chill, Spite of that double-fronted sorrow Which looks at once before and back, Beholds the yesterday, the morrow, And sees both comfortless, both black— Spite of all this, I could have still In her delight forgot all ill; Or if pain would not be forgot, At least have borne and murmured not. When thoughts of an offended heaven, Of sinfulness, which I—even I, While down its steep most headlong driven— Well knew could never be forgiven, Came o`er me with an agony Beyond all reach of mortal woe— A torture kept for those who know. Know every thing, and—worst of all— Know and love Virtue while they fall! Even then her presence had the power To soothe, to warm—nay, even to bless— If ever bliss could graft its flower On stem so full of bitterness— Even then her glorious smile to me Brought warmth and radiance if not balm; Like moonlight o`er a troubled sea. Brightening the storm it cannot calm. Oft too when that disheartening fear, Which all who love, beneath yon sky, Feel when they gaze on what is dear— The dreadful thought that it must die! That desolating thought which comes Into men`s happiest hours and homes; Whose melancholy boding flings Death`s shadow o`er the brightest things, Sicklies the infant`s bloom and spreads The grave beneath young lovers` heads! This fear, so sad to all—to me Most full of sadness from the thought That I most still live on, when she Would, like the snow that on the sea Fell yesterday, in vain be sought; That heaven to me this final seal Of all earth`s sorrow would deny, And I eternally must feel The death-pang without power to die! Even this, her fond endearments—fond As ever cherisht the sweet bond `Twixt heart and heart—could charm away; Before her looks no clouds would stay, Or if they did their gloom was gone, Their darkness put a glory on! But `tis not, `tis not for the wrong, The guilty, to be happy long; And she too now had sunk within The shadow of her tempter`s sin, Too deep for even Omnipotence To snatch the fated victim thence! Listen and if a tear there be Left in your hearts weep it for me. `Twas on the evening of a day, Which we in love had dreamt away; In that same garden, where—the pride Of seraph splendor laid aside, And those wings furled, whose open light For mortal gaze were else too bright— I first had stood before her sight, And found myself—oh, ecstasy, Which even in pain I ne`er forget— Worshipt as only God should be, And loved as never man was yet! In that same garden where we now, Thoughtfully side by side reclining, Her eyes turned upward and her brow With its own silent fancies shining. It was an evening bright and still As ever blusht on wave or bower, Smiling from heaven as if naught ill Could happen in so sweet an hour. Yet I remember both grew sad In looking at that light—even she, Of heart so fresh and brow so glad, Felt the still hour`s solemnity, And thought she saw in that repose The death-hour not alone of light, But of this whole fair world—the close Of all things beautiful and bright— The last, grand sunset, in whose ray Nature herself died calm away! At length, as tho` some livelier thought Had suddenly her fancy caught, She turned upon me her dark eyes, Dilated into that full shape They took in joy, reproach, surprise, As `twere to let more soul escape, And, playfully as on my head Her white hand rested, smiled and said:— "I had last night a dream of thee, "Resembling those divine ones, given, "Like preludes to sweet minstrelsy, "Before thou camest thyself from heaven. "The same rich wreath was on thy brow, "Dazzling as if of starlight made; "And these wings, lying darkly now, "Like meteors round thee flasht and played. "Thou stoodest, all bright, as in those dreams, "As if just wafted from above, "Mingling earth`s warmth with heaven`s beams, "And creature to adore and love. "Sudden I felt thee draw me near "To thy pure heart, where, fondly placed, "I seemed within the atmosphere "Of that exhaling light embraced; "And felt methought the ethereal flame "Pass from thy purer soul to mine; "Till—oh, too blissful—I became, "Like thee, all spirit, all divine! "Say, why did dream so blest come o`er me, "If, now I wake, `tis faded, gone? "When will my Cherub shine before me "Thus radiant, as in heaven he shone? "When shall I, waking, be allowed "To gaze upon those perfect charms, "And clasp thee once without a cloud, "A chill of earth, within these arms? "Oh what a pride to say, this, this "Is my own Angel—all divine, "And pure and dazzling as he is "And fresh from heaven—he`s mine, he`s mine! "Thinkest thou, were LILIS in thy place, "A creature of yon lofty skies, "She would have hid one single grace, "One glory from her lover`s eyes? "No, no—then, if thou lovest like me, "Shine out, young Spirit in the blaze "Of thy most proud divinity, "Nor think thou`lt wound this mortal gaze. "Too long and oft I`ve looked upon "Those ardent eyes, intense even thus— "Too near the stars themselves have gone, "To fear aught grand or luminous. "Then doubt me not—oh! who can say "But that this dream may yet come true "And my blest spirit drink thy ray, "Till it becomes all heavenly too? "Let me this once but feel the flame "Of those spread wings, the very pride "Will change my nature, and this frame "By the mere touch be deified!" Thus spoke the maid, as one not used To be by earth or heaven refused— As one who knew her influence o`er All creatures, whatsoe`er they were, And tho` to heaven she could not soar, At least would bring down heaven to her. Little did she, alas! or I— Even I, whose soul, but halfway yet Immerged in sin`s obscurity Was as the earth whereon we lie, O`er half whose disk the sun is set— Little did we foresee the fate, The dreadful—how can it be told? Such pain, such anguish to relate Is o`er again to feel, behold! But, charged as `tis, my heart must speak Its sorrow out or it will break! Some dark misgivings had, I own, Past for a moment thro` my breast— Fears of some danger, vague, unknown, To one, or both—something unblest To happen from this proud request. But soon these boding fancies fled; Nor saw I aught that could forbid My full revealment save the dread Of that first dazzle, when, unhid, Such light should burst upon a lid Ne`er tried in heaven;—and even this glare She might, by love`s own nursing care, Be, like young eagles, taught to bear. For well I knew, the lustre shed From cherub wings, when proudliest spread, Was in its nature lambent, pure, And innocent as is the light The glow-worm hangs out to allure Her mate to her green bower at night. Oft had I in the mid-air swept Thro` clouds in which the lightning slept, As in its lair, ready to spring, Yet waked it not—tho` from my wing A thousand sparks fell glittering! Oft too when round me from above The feathered snow in all its whiteness, Fell like the moultings of heaven`s Dove,— So harmless, tho` so full of brightness, Was my brow`s wreath that it would shake From off its flowers each downy flake As delicate, unmelted, fair, And cool as they had lighted there. Nay even with LILIS—had I not Around her sleep all radiant beamed, Hung o`er her slumbers nor forgot To kiss her eyelids as she dreamed? And yet at morn from that repose, Had she not waked, unscathed and bright, As doth the pure, unconscious rose Tho` by the fire-fly kist all night? Thus having—as, alas! deceived By my sin`s blindness, I believed— No cause for dread and those dark eyes Now fixt upon me eagerly As tho` the unlocking of the skies Then waited but a sign from me— How could I pause? how even let fall A word; a whisper that could stir In her proud heart a doubt that all I brought from heaven belonged to her? Slow from her side I rose, while she Arose too, mutely, tremblingly, But not with fear—all hope, and pride, She waited for the awful boon, Like priestesses at eventide Watching the rise of the full moon Whose light, when once its orb hath shone, `Twill madden them to look upon! Of all my glories, the bright crown Which when I last from heaven came down Was left behind me in yon star That shines from out those clouds afar— Where, relic sad, `tis treasured yet, The downfallen angel`s coronet!— Of all my glories, this alone Was wanting:—but the illumined brow, The sun-bright locks, the eyes that now Had love`s spell added to their own, And poured a light till then unknown;— The unfolded wings that in their play Shed sparkles bright as ALLA`S throne; All I could bring of heaven`s array, Of that rich panoply of charms A Cherub moves in, on the day Of his best pomp, I now put on; And, proud that in her eyes I shone Thus glorious, glided to her arms; Which still (tho`, at a sight so splendid, Her dazzled brow had instantly Sunk on her breast), were wide extended To clasp the form she durst not see! Great Heaven! how could thy vengeance light So bitterly on one so bright? How could the hand that gave such charms, Blast them again in love`s own arms? Scarce had I touched her shrinking frame, When—oh most horrible!—I felt That every spark of that pure flame— Pure, while among the stars I dwelt— Was now by my transgression turned Into gross, earthly fire, which burned, Burned all it touched as fast as eye Could follow the fierce, ravening flashes; Till there—oh God, I still ask why Such doom was hers?—I saw her lie Blackening within my arms to ashes! That brow, a glory but to see— Those lips whose touch was what the first Fresh cup of immortality Is to a new-made angel`s thirst! Those clasping arms, within whose round— My heart`s horizon—the whole bound Of its hope, prospect, heaven was found! Which, even in this dread moment, fond As when they first were round me cast, Loosed not in death the fatal bond, But, burning, held me to the last! All, all, that, but that morn, had seemed As if Love`s self there breathed and beamed, Now parched and black before me lay, Withering in agony away; And mine, oh misery! mine the flame From which this desolation came;— I, the curst spirit whose caress Had blasted all that loveliness! `Twas maddening!—but now hear even worse— Had death, death only, been the curse I brought upon her—had the doom But ended here, when her young bloom Lay in the dust—and did the spirit No part of that fell curse inherit, `Twere not so dreadful—but, come near— Too shocking `tis for earth to hear— Just when her eyes in fading took Their last, keen, agonized farewell, And looked in mine with—oh, that look! Great vengeful Power, whate`er the hell Thou mayst to human souls assign, The memory of that look is mine!— In her last struggle, on my brow Her ashy lips a kiss imprest, So withering!—I feel it now— `Twas fire—but fire, even more unblest Than was my own, and like that flame, The angels shudder but to name, Hell`s everlasting element! Deep, deep it pierced into my brain, Maddening and torturing as it went; And here, mark here, the brand, the stain It left upon my front—burnt in By that last kiss of love and sin— A brand which all the pomp and pride Of a fallen Spirit cannot hide! But is it thus, dread Providence— Can it indeed be thus, that she Who, (but for one proud, fond offence,) Had honored heaven itself, should be Now doomed—I cannot speak it—no, Merciful ALLA! `tis not so— Never could lips divine have said The fiat of a fate so dread. And yet, that look—so deeply fraught With more than anguish, with despair— That new, fierce fire, resembling naught In heaven or earth—this scorch I bear!— Oh—for the first time that these knees Have bent before thee since my fall, Great Power, if ever thy decrees Thou couldst for prayer like mine recall, Pardon that spirit, and on me, On me, who taught her pride to err, Shed out each drop of agony Thy burning phial keeps for her! See too where low beside me kneel Two other outcasts who, tho` gone And lost themselves, yet dare to feel And pray for that poor mortal one. Alas, too well, too well they know The pain, the penitence, the woe That Passion brings upon the best, The wisest, and the loveliest.— Oh! who is to be saved, if such Bright, erring souls are not forgiven; So loath they wander, and so much Their very wanderings lean towards heaven! Again I cry. Just Power, transfer That creature`s sufferings all to me— Mine, mine the guilt, the torment be, To save one minute`s pain to her, Let mine last all eternity! He paused and to the earth bent down His throbbing head; while they who felt That agony as `twere their own, Those angel youths, beside him knelt, And in the night`s still silence there, While mournfully each wandering air Played in those plumes that never more To their lost home in heaven must soar, Breathed inwardly the voiceless prayer, Unheard by all but Mercy`s ear— And which if Mercy did not hear, Oh, God would not be what this bright And glorious universe of His, This world of beauty, goodness, light And endless love proclaims He is! Not long they knelt, when from a wood That crowned that airy solitude, They heard a low, uncertain sound, As from a lute, that just had found Some happy theme and murmured round The new-born fancy, with fond tone, Scarce thinking aught so sweet its own! Till soon a voice, that matched as well That gentle instrument, as suits The sea-air to an ocean-shell, (So kin its spirit to the lute`s), Tremblingly followed the soft strain, Interpreting its joy, its pain, And lending the light wings of words To many a thought that else had lain Unfledged and mute among the chords. All started at the sound—but chief The third young Angel in whose face, Tho` faded like the others, grief Had left a gentler, holier trace; As if, even yet, thro` pain and ill, Hope had not fled him—as if still Her precious pearl in sorrow`s cup Unmelted at the bottom lay, To shine again, when, all drunk up, The bitterness should pass away. Chiefly did he, tho` in his eyes There shone more pleasure than surprise, Turn to the wood from whence that sound Of solitary sweetness broke; Then, listening, look delighted round To his bright peers, while thus it spoke:— "Come, pray with me, my seraph love, "My angel-lord, come pray with me: "In vain to-night my lips hath strove "To send one holy prayer above— "The knee may bend, the lip may move, "But pray I cannot, without thee! "I`ve fed the altar in my bower "With droppings from the incense tree; "I`ve sheltered it from wind and shower, "But dim it burns the livelong hour, "As if, like me, it had no power "Of life or lustre without thee! "A boat at midnight sent alone "To drift upon the moonless sea, "A lute, whose leading chord is gone, "A wounded bird that hath but one "Imperfect wing to soar upon, "Are like what I am without thee! "Then ne`er, my spirit-love, divide, "In life or death, thyself from me; "But when again in sunny pride "Thou walk`st thro` Eden, let me glide, "A prostrate shadow, by thy side— "Oh happier thus than without thee!" The song had ceased when from the wood Which sweeping down that airy height, Reached the lone spot whereon they stood— There suddenly shone out a light From a clear lamp, which, as it blazed Across the brow of one, who raised Its flame aloft (as if to throw The light upon that group below), Displayed two eyes sparkling between The dusky leaves, such as are seen By fancy only, in those faces, That haunt a poet`s walk at even, Looking from out their leafy places Upon his dreams of love and heaven. `Twas but a moment—the blush brought O`er all her features at the thought Of being seen thus, late, alone, By any but the eyes she sought, Had scarcely for an instant shore Thro` the dark leaves when she was gone— Gone, like a meteor that o`erhead Suddenly shines, and, ere we`ve said, "Behold, how beautiful!"—`tis fled, Yet ere she went the words, "I come, "I come, my NAMA," reached her ear, In that kind voice, familiar, dear, Which tells of confidence, of home,— Of habit, that hath drawn hearts near, Till they grow one,—of faith sincere, And all that Love most loves to hear; A music breathing of the past, The present and the time to be, Where Hope and Memory to the last Lengthen out life`s true harmony! Nor long did he whom call so kind Summoned away remain behind: Nor did there need much time to tell What they—alas! more fallen than he From happiness and heaven—knew well, His gentler love`s short history! Thus did it run—not as he told The tale himself, but as `tis graved Upon the tablets that, of old, By SETH were from the deluge saved, All written over with sublime And saddening legends of the unblest But glorious Spirits of that time, And this young Angel`s `mong the rest. Third Angel`s Story Among the Spirits, of pure flame, That in the eternal heavens abide— Circles of light that from the same Unclouded centre sweeping wide, Carry its beams on every side— Like spheres of air that waft around The undulations of rich sound— Till the far-circling radiance be Diffused into infinity! First and immediate near the Throne Of ALLA, as if most his own, The Seraphs stand this burning sign Traced on their banner, "Love Divine!" Their rank, their honors, far above Even those to high-browed Cherubs given, Tho` knowing all;—so much doth Love Transcend all Knowledge, even in heaven! `Mong these was ZARAPH once—and none E`er felt affection`s holy fire, Or yearned towards the Eternal One, With half such longing, deep desire. Love was to his impassioned soul Not as with others a mere part Of its existence, but the whole— The very life-breath of his heart! Oft, when from ALLA`S lifted brow A lustre came, too bright to bear, And all the seraph ranks would bow, To shade their dazzled sight nor dare To look upon the effulgence there— This Spirit`s eyes would court the blaze (Such pride he in adoring took), And rather lose in that one gaze The power of looking than not look! Then too when angel voices sung The mercy of their God and strung Their harps to hail with welcome sweet That moment, watched for by all eyes, When some repentant sinner`s feet First touched the threshold of the skies, Oh! then how clearly did the voice Of ZARAPH above all rejoice! Love was in every buoyant tone— Such love as only could belong To the blest angels and alone Could, even from angels, bring such song! Alas! that it should e`er have been In heaven as `tis too often here, Where nothing fond or bright is seen, But it hath pain and peril near;— Where right and wrong so close resemble, That what we take for virtue`s thrill Is often the first downward tremble Of the heart`s balance unto ill; Where Love hath not a shrine so pure, So holy, but the serpent, Sin, In moments, even the most secure, Beneath his altar may glide in! So was it with that Angel—such The charm, that sloped his fall along, From good to ill, from loving much, Too easy lapse, to loving wrong.— Even so that amorous Spirit, bound By beauty`s spell where`er `twas found, From the bright things above the moon Down to earth`s beaming eyes descended, Till love for the Creator soon In passion for the creature ended. `Twas first at twilight, on the shore Of the smooth sea, he heard the lute And voice of her he loved steal o`er The silver waters that lay mute, As loath, by even a breath, to stay The pilgrimage of that sweet lay; Whose echoes still went on and on, Till lost among the light that shone Far off beyond the ocean`s brim— There where the rich cascade of day Had o`er the horizon`s golden rim, Into Elysium rolled away! Of God she sung and of the mild Attendant Mercy that beside His awful throne for ever smiled, Ready with her white hand to guide His bolts of vengeance to their prey— That she might quench them on the way! Of Peace—of that Atoning Love, Upon whose star, shining above This twilight world of hope and fear, The weeping eyes of Faith are fixt So fond that with her every tear The light of that love-star is mixt!— All this she sung, and such a soul Of piety was in that song That the charmed Angel as it stole Tenderly to his ear, along Those lulling waters where he lay, Watching the daylight`s dying ray, Thought `twas a voice from out the wave, An echo, that some sea-nymph gave To Eden`s distant harmony, Heard faint and sweet beneath the sea! Quickly, however, to its source, Tracking that music`s melting course, He saw upon the golden sands Of the sea-shore a maiden stand, Before whose feet the expiring waves Flung their last offering with a sigh— As, in the East, exhausted slaves Lay down the far-brought gift and die— And while her lute hung by her hushed As if unequal to the tide Of song that from her lips still gushed, She raised, like one beatified, Those eyes whose light seemed rather given To be adored than to adore— Such eyes as may have lookt from heaven But ne`er were raised to it before! Oh Love, Religion, Music—all That`s left of Eden upon earth— The only blessings, since the fall Of our weak souls, that still recall A trace of their high, glorious birth— How kindred are the dreams you bring! How Love tho` unto earth so prone, Delights to take Religion`s wing, When time or grief hath stained his own! How near to Love`s beguiling brink Too oft entranced Religion lies! While Music, Music is the link They both still hold by to the skies, The language of their native sphere Which they had else forgotten here. How then could ZARAPH fail to feel That moment`s witcheries?—one, so fair, Breathing out music, that might steal Heaven from itself, and rapt in prayer That seraphs might be proud to share! Oh, he did feel it, all too well— With warmth, that far too dearly cost— Nor knew he, when at last he fell, To which attraction, to which spell, Love, Music, or Devotion, most His soul in that sweet hour was lost. Sweet was the hour, tho` dearly won, And pure, as aught of earth could be, For then first did the glorious sun Before religion`s altar see Two hearts in wedlock`s golden tie Self-pledged, in love to live and die. Blest union! by that Angel wove, And worthy from such hands to come; Safe, sole, asylum, in which Love, When fallen or exiled from above, In this dark world can find a home. And, tho` the Spirit had transgrest, Had, from his station `mong the blest Won down by woman`s smile, allow`d Terrestrial passion to breathe o`er The mirror of his heart, and cloud God`s image there so bright before— Yet never did that Power look down On error with a brow so mild; Never did Justice wear a frown, Thro` which so gently Mercy smiled. For humble was their love—with awe And trembling like some treasure kept, That was not theirs by holy law— Whose beauty with remorse they saw And o`er whose preciousness they wept. Humility, that low, sweet root, From which all heavenly virtues shoot, Was in the hearts of both—but most In NAMA`S heart, by whom alone Those charms, for which a heaven was lost. Seemed all unvalued and unknown; And when her Seraph`s eyes she caught, And hid hers glowing on his breast, Even bliss was humbled by the thought— "What claim have I to be so blest"? Still less could maid, so meek, have nurst Desire of knowledge—that vain thirst, With which the sex hath all been curst From luckless EVE to her who near The Tabernacle stole to hear The secrets of the Angels: no— To love as her own Seraph loved, With Faith, the same thro` bliss and woe— Faith that were even its light removed, Could like the dial fixt remain And wait till it shone out again;— With Patience that tho` often bowed By the rude storm can rise anew; And Hope that even from Evil`s cloud See sunny Good half breaking thro`! This deep, relying Love, worth more In heaven than all a Cherub`s lore— This Faith more sure than aught beside Was the sole joy, ambition, pride Of her fond heart—the unreasoning scope Of all its views, above, below— So true she felt it that to hope, To trust, is happier than to know. And thus in humbleness they trod, Abasht but pure before their God; Nor e`er did earth behold a sight So meekly beautiful as they, When with the altar`s holy light Full on their brows they knelt to pray, Hand within hand and side by side, Two links of love awhile untied From the great chain above, but fast Holding together to the last!— Two fallen Splendors from that tree Which buds with such eternally, Shaken to earth yet keeping all Their light and freshness in the fall. Their only punishment, (as wrong, However sweet, must bear its brand.) Their only doom was this—that, long As the green earth and ocean stand, They both shall wander here—the same, Throughout all time, in heart and frame— Still looking to that goal sublime, Whose light remote but sure they see; Pilgrims of Love whose way is Time, Whose home is in Eternity! Subject the while to all the strife True Love encounters in this life— The wishes, hopes, he breathes in vain; The chill that turns his warmest sighs To earthly vapor ere they rise; The doubt he feeds on and the pain That in his very sweetness lies:— Still worse, the illusions that betray His footsteps to their shining brink; That tempt him on his desert way Thro` the bleak world, to bend and drink, Where nothing meets his lips, alas!— But he again must sighing pass On to that far-off home of peace, In which alone his thirst will cease. All this they bear but not the less Have moments rich in happiness— Blest meetings, after many a day Of widowhood past far away, When the loved face again is seen Close, close, with not a tear between— Confidings frank, without control, Poured mutually from soul to soul; As free from any fear or doubt As is that light from chill or strain The sun into the stars sheds out To be by them shed back again!— That happy minglement of hearts, Where, changed as chymic compounds are, Each with its own existence parts To find a new one, happier far! Such are their joys—and crowning all That blessed hope of the bright hour, When, happy and no more to fall, Their spirits shall with freshened power Rise up rewarded for their trust In Him from whom all goodness springs, And shaking off earth`s soiling dust From their emancipated wings, Wander for ever thro` those skies Of radiance where Love never dies! In what lone region of the earth, These Pilgrims now may roam or dwell, God and the Angels who look forth To watch their steps, alone can tell. But should we in our wanderings Meet a young pair whose beauty wants But the adornment of bright wings To look like heaven`s inhabitants—
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